Dear God,

I got shot today at McDonald's, just as AHM was finishing. As i try to forget what i feel is lost, you caress my mind with what seems like hope.

I know that you're up there, watching everyone in your almighty goodness and love. You watch over us on Earth; i know because I've seen you love people like they've been blessed since birth. I still see you love them, building their lives perfectly.

Ephesians 4:11.

Dearest Lord, i've been trying hard to struggle in my faith in you. The fool puts temptations in my way and i fall and stumble each time, yet something always brings me back to talk to you - to trust in you. I only wish each time i come back to you it weren't in shame.

I take my rest now Lord; at times, I really wish i could be sure you were there for me - for i see the devil around me, laughing and cackling in his army of the world.