Updates.

Things have been quiet as of late...but really, I thank God for the now more silent train rides to and from work; gives me a chance to reflect on the day that passed. Keeps me quiet and calm too. Sometimes I'm too late and I bump into the guys in the office who take the same train as me and it gets uncomfortable at times. But otherwise, things are more or less settled where I am now. Took a little time but yeah.

Every morning I also try to wake up early (and try to reply some 5am earlybirds quickly and on time knowing their schedules) to catch the 7.15am shuttle bus at clementi mrt - another avenue to reflect in the freezing aircon bus on the way to work :) and be early somemore.

Busy period's coming from September onwards and I really hope to get concentrated on work so time passes - for the past 2-3 weeks I actually wanted the weekend to pass on quickly so I could get back to work - and fast. I've been told that every day I'll have to OT or whatever but who cares; so long as time passes fast I'm happy. Everyone should be more or less settled down in their units - for scs people, at the very least moving on to ASLC or their units for pro term; i could hardly care less for ocs bravado.

My dad's business isn't doing well at all and so naturally, being the lowest earning fool in the family my parents are trying to get me to do tuition and earn extra money through the usual business hippie thing: investment. Apparently my uncle's going to give me some cash to invest...seriously, I'm the kind that would either keep that money and save for uni or give to either of my 3 more business-sense elder siblings to play with fire. Damned this. Being born in this academic, business-sense family seriously annoys me out sometimes. Imagine some science fanatic being forced by his parents to study meditation and spiritualism. I think he'd rather blow his brains out.

Ah well. Anyway, things have to go on.

On a random and completely un-understandable note,

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September the 17th's going to be a very significant day for me and I'm already prepared to phase out once it passes.

I did expect things to end this way but; I just didn't want to let go of it all. I can't believe that it's ended already. I once pressed on and felt both euphoria and depression in intervals for about 2 years - sometimes I wonder how I managed to do it since I first fell back in secondary school. Oh well.

I really hope uni'll be a new, clean, fresh starting point, that's all :)